Day One of Detox

Day one of my juicing detox!

Felt okay.  Bit of a hassle, had a nap early afternoon, juices tasted okay may have overdosed with the ginger.

Had an 'anonymous' text mid morning that REALLY threw me.  It brought it all back.  I thought it (hoped it?) may have been from you know who.  It wasn't though.  I know his personal number kind of and it wasn't that.  Then this morning I found a text from his work mobile and it wasn't that number either.  Don't know how I feel really.  I know I was hoping it would be from him but he doesn't feel anything for me - not in the way I need someone to.  I think someone is telling me to move on.  There is nothing RIGHT about him and I mean nothing right for me.  We were only together 2 and a half years - that's nothing!  How much of it was actually good? He isn't right for me on any level really.  My Dad obviously thinks it would be great but really what does he know? With the utmost respect, he doesn't know him and he doesn't know me in a relationship sense either.

It's me that ends up with these people, I need to be less concerned with what my family thinks.

I need to start writing!  I really want to be able to say I'm a childrens' author.  

I should expand my social circle, keep busy, work, work out, look the best I can look as much of the time as I can :o)

Start loving my life.