I feel good today. Had a nice day shopping with RB :) Wish I'd done more for his birthday though. I can nip out first thing tomorrow though and pick up stuff for blueberry cake, balloons and card.
I'm worried about Sally. I'm relieved that Carla seems to be turning a corner at last.
I took my boys to the cinema to see a great film tonight, which was a real treat for all of us.
So the family situation is feeling okay. The financial situation seems to be okay. The home situation seems to be getting there - need to keep organising it, improving it and moving it forward.
So my concerns currently:
1. My weight
2. My relationship with food
3. My gym routine
4. My disorganisation at home - ironing, tidying, cooking
5. Spending too much money at Tesco
6. My work with DCG
7. My tax return
I need to break the vicious cycle of not enough sleep, no energy, no want to exercise and a desire for all the wrong types of food. I need to want to look amazing more than I want to taste all that food.
I feel happier now than I have done for some time. I have to sort out the food/weight/exercise stuff now as a priority. I have to, I have to now.
Keeping busy so I can't dwell on things and simply not talking about it helps a great deal. Spending time with some lovely friends really helps too and having enough stuff to do in the social diary. That said, I have thought about it. I've reconciled it in my mind and I know I'm beginning to move on. It just isn't dominating my thoughts anymore.
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